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[jamming to] - kiss me, rediscover<3
[feeling] - pissed off.
ahh go me, i'm doing really well on updateing, aren't i. wootwoot. well today is easter sunday, but it's sucked cos i didn't even go to church. ahhh. :[. me and my daddy are arguing again so i need to suck up to him so i actually get any money. haha. he's such a bitch. well comments please you bitches xx
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[jamming to] - seven nation army - the white stripes<3
[feeling] - bored. & lonely.
hey kids. since i last updated, i've done a lot. me and kali had a lot of fun at the movies, we spilt popcorn butter all over her jeans haha. and me and jess went to the movies and got hit on. these guys walking behind us were like omg those girls in front of us are hot. and one said i want the one and the left and the other wanted the one on the right. it was so funny. i like died. but one of them was cute so yay. but yeah nothing happened. then jess stayed at my house and we fell in love with anthony. ohhh babyy! haha. and tonight, we went bowling with kali, destiny and tyler. and hooter's boy waved at me. haha. good times. spring break is almost over, which sucks. but summer's soon! only 6 more weeks of school! i'm excited. well, comments would be appreciated :]
[one]
I quit. I'm over you. I fell so hard. I was
always there when you needed to talk to someone.
Yeah so basically I`m tired of being just a "friend" or
chasing you. So if you want me, I`m here. but I`m done wasting
all my time on someone who doesn`t care.
[two]
So, he smiled at her today at school
and she just wanted to breakdown;
Memories came flooding back quickly that she wishes were never there.
[three]
He said;; you know what your problem is..
& i replied; yes i do. i fell in love with the idea
that no matter what happened you would always
be there. "when haven't i" he asked & as a
tear trickled down her cheek ; i said "ever since
the day 'SHE' walked through the door."
[repeat?]
[four]
sometimes in life all that you can do
is bury your head in your pillow
and listen to the music.
[five]
Once you've fallen in love with someone,
they will always be a part of you. Even
if you never talk, they'll still cross your
mind, and even the thought of them
being with anyone else hurts.
[six]
It finally hit me. Saying I was losing the feelings for him,
that I was going to walk away this time; it was all a cover up.
I love him more than ever & I'm not ready to walk away.
I'm not ready to let go.. I`ll never be ready to let go.
[seven]
whoever made up the saying;;
"you don't know what you have until it's gone"
is wrong. becuase you know exactly what you have
when you have it. you just don't know how much
you need it until you can't have it anymore.
[eight]
My stereo is blasting, my eyeliner is beginning to smear, I can barely hear, my tears are forming in the corner of my eyes so just shut up .. and let me slowly slip.
[nine]
falling in love with you wasn't the plan
but when you held me in your arms
something told me this is where i need to be.
[ten]
Here i am, once again.
i'm torn into pieces.
can't deny it, can't pretend.
just thought you were the one.
[eleven]
Sweetheart, you can't bullshit me anymore.
I've lied to myself enough to know
when someone else is doing it.
So let's try this again
And tell the truth this time.
[twelve]
You
love somebody & then you don`t love them anymore. But if you really
love somebody, you always love them, don`t you? Isn’t there always some
small part of you that still reads their horoscope in the paper
everyday?
[thirteen] and as he wiped the tear off her face he said, "i don't want to hurt you anymore. You mean too much to me.
[fourteen]
He asked me
how i felt and i lied straight to his face. I couldn't stand to tell
him he was my world that i would be lost without him.
[fifteen]
Love is when you miss him
even before he leaves... when you
could listen to him talk all night and
never get tired of hearing his voice
when the sound of his name
sends chills down your spine
and you see his smile
the second you
close your
eyes.
[sixteen]
sometimes even though you're having a great time
you can't help but think back & think about how
much you miss the old times.
[seventeen]
I want you so bad. Okay there.
I admitted it. Are you finally happy?
I admit that I fell hard for you,
harder than I've ever fallen in my life.
& you weren't there to catch me.
[eighteen]
Everytime I see you I say "oh I've moved on"
Everytime I look at you I say "yeah we're just friends"
But everytime you look at me and smile...
I end up saying "wow, its so hard to pretend."
[nineteen]
A broken mirror, a bleeding fist
A silver blade against a wrist
Tears falling down to lips unkissed
Ignore her and she won't exist
She's not the kind you'll come to miss.
[twenty]
my heart hurts
from the memory
of you and
everything you
promised me.
[twenty-one]
Of course she's gonna say she's happy for you & flash that famous smile. But look into those hazel eyes & baby, you broke her.this feeling's lasting longer than it ever has before.
[twenty-two]
Girl: your new girlfriend is pretty. I bet she stole your heart.
Boy: yeah, she is...But your still the most beautiful girl I know.
Girl: I hear she's funny & amazing. Everything I wasn't.
Boy: She sure is. But she's nothing compared to you.
Girl: I bet you know everything about her by now. Like you knew everything about me.
Boy: Only the stuff that counts. i can't even remember half the stuff she says because I'm too busy thinking of you.
Girl: Well i hope you guys last. Because we never did.
Boy: I hope we do too. What ever happened to me & you?
Girl: Well i gotta go. Before i start to cry.
Boy: yeah, me too... I hope you dont cry.
Girl: Bye. I still love you.
Boy: Later... I never stopped loving you.
[repeat? idk & idc, its exactly how i feel about my ex sometimes]
[twenty-three]
when a guy breaks my heart
i never actually wonder why
because everytime i look in
the mirror; i understand.
[twenty-four]
I wanna be the girl He gives his hoodie to wear
&& cuddles up next to when
It's cold. I want him to come
Up behind me && wrap his arms
Around my waist..catch me
Off guard && whisper in my ear You look so beautiful.
[twenty-five]
so basically... she wins. i cant fight anymore. i love you. but to many words have been left unsaid and she’s finally got to me.. i cant do this not when the feelings are hidden if you really want me and want things to go back to normal you would have came back already.
[twenty-six]
so maybe you don`t know it now, you might not ever know it..
but I still think of you when times get hard cause you were the only one who knew how to make things better.
[twenty-seven]
+ G O O D B Y E. +
this is it. this is where I say goodbye
for the last time. this is when I
decide never to think about you again
this is where I promise my friends no
more obsessing over him. this is the
last time I will ever speak about you
again. but I want you to know, you
mean the world to me.i loved you
more than i`ve ever loved anyone
in my entire life. I told you how i
felt. and you shot me down. what
we had was real. but I guess that
doesn`t matter to you. now I will
walk alone. with my head held up
high. i`ve realized I don`t need you
to complete me. I am my own person
& I don`t need you. so goodbye.
+ F 0 R E V E R +
[twenty-eight]
sometimes i wonder if you ever
think of me & what we used to be.
there are moments when you look at me,
and i see a flicker of something in your eyes,
like you wish you could say something but you don't
it's times like these i miss you the most.
[twenty-nine]
in the end,
the ones who you love the most
are going to hurt you more than you could ever imagine.
[thirty]
ts hard to watch someone you love
change before your eyes&&know
you cant do anything about it, and
its heartbreaking to remember
them as they once were <33
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| [modelling] - my chucks. jeans and my blue & black striped shirt.[jamming to] - buy you a drank - tpain<3[feeling] - excited & happy.
hey kids. hmm two days since my last update. that aint too bad, right? i see i got comments, keep em coming! well today is lacey's birthday, and i dont get to see her so that sucks. but im about to go see a movie with my girll kali. so that should be fun. well comments please :]
[one]
there’s a little truth ;; in every [ JK ]
there’s a little concern in every ' JW
there’s a little question in every iDK
there’s a little emotion in every – iDC
[two]
i never know what to say to you when you ask me what's wrong. I mean how can i tell you that you're all I want and knowing that i can't have you, tears me apart.
[three]
It's so hard to watch your screen
name pop up and say hey. We have
a whole conversation and in the end I
still cant tell you 'I love you' && ask what
happened to us?
[four]
You know me too well .
When I said I didn't love you
you looked at me and said,
'Bullshit, you're just running away.'
[five]
in the middle of class
i’ll remember a specific way you touched me
or a certain way you said I love you
and even now I have to fight back the tears.
[six]
She whispers into the mirror
as she wipes the running eyeliner
off her cheeks "I miss him."
[seven]
& even though i know he's a jerk
& i know that all he'll do is hurt me
i still like him and i still want him
& i hate myself for it .
[eight]
and right before he turned to leave i said,
you have no idea what you mean to me.
[nine]
bite your lip. brace yourself.
you're not ready for this. you can't handle it.
[ten]
Oh, don't you know how tragic you are?
Eyes lit up with tears, a watery smile upon your lips.
It's a beautiful picture only because you're trying to stay strong.
But you need to break, darling.
You just need to break.
[eleven]
you were unmistakeably my first love.
and i will never forget that.
even though we`ve both grown apart, both changed,
a piece of you remains with me, always.
you will always be a part of me.
[twelve]
&& she saves his voicemail,
so whenever she's lonely,
she can hear his voice.
[thirteen]
she runs to her room crying,
slams the door behind her,
locks it so no one can see.
and she turns up the volume,
so they can't hear her tears.
[fourteen]
i must be a pretty good liar
for you to honestly think that
everythings alright.
[fifteen]
she sat with her friends in a movie;
a movie where a girl cuts her wrists ;;
Her friends were disgusted
while she sat and w a t c h e d,
knowing what's hidden
.u.n.d.e.r. h.e.r. s.l.e.e.v.e.
[sixteen]
since the first time he ran his fingers through my hair;
since the first time his hugs eased my pain;
& since the first time his kisses took my breath away;
i knew there was no one else for me.
[seventeen]
THERE`S A PART 0F ME THAT`S G0NNA BE iN L0VE WiTH Y0U F0R THE REST 0F MY LiFE.
[eighteen]
every time I see you I want nothing more
then for you to walk up to me &
hold my hand like before.
but this time i wouldn't let you go.
[nineteen]
as she looks back at old
instant messages and notes,
she realizes what she's lost.
[twenty]
people ask me why it's so hard to trust people,
& i ask them why is it so hard to keep a promise.
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| [modelling] - white cami. cheshire cat pj pants :]
[jamming to] - nothing. ugh gay. i need music.
[feeling] - bored. and tired.
okay loves. im so sorry i haven't updated in forever. geesh, i'm really slacking lately, aren't i? well it's spring break, and it's boring as hell. the only thing i've done so far is go to the mall and the movies with jessica and jennica. and sleep a lot. so i plan on hanging with jess again. and lindz, lacey, kali and courtney. hopefully i will. well here's your update. comments please :]
[one]
And in ten years
we will pass each other on the street
I’ll turn my head and pretend I didn't see you.
But just remember
I am so proud of who you've become.
[two]
lets run to a place,, where the air tastes like rain.
&& the sun shines like sunday morning.
i'll bring my laugh, and you bring your sense of humor.
&& we can taste the days , one week after another.
[three]
It's just too little too late, cause I'm bringin sexy back.
And as a matter of fact, my chain does hang low; so smack that.
repeat? idk & idc, cos i love it<3
[four]
]mirror, mirror, on the wall;
who's the biggest fool of all?
it must be the girl who can't stop crying.
or maybe it's the girl who won't give up on trying.
[five]
]i think music in itself is healing.
it's an explosive expression of humanity.
it's something we're all touched by.
no matter what culture we're from,
everyone loves music.
[six]
I didn't fall in love with you
because of your drop dead gorgeous eyes.
I fell for what was behind them.
[seven]
this is why this is why i`m hot
IM HOT CAUSE IM FLY, YOU AINT CAUSE YOU NOT.
© © © © ©
[eight]
Girl: Tell me how much you love me.
Boy: Look up at the sky.
Girl: Stop changing the subject!
Boy: Just look.
*Girl looks up to the sky*
Girl: What am I doing?
Boy: Tell me how many stars are in the sky.
Girl: That's impossible.
Boy: So is explaining my love for you.
[nine]
]Guys think of you as a video game. They play you and keep beating levels. But, if they get mad at the game, they yell & scream at it, then eventually turn it off if it isn't going their way. And when they finally finish the game & beat the last level, they get bored and don't want to play the game again, because there's nothing new left to do, nothing new to learn. Guys don't like a game that's easy to beat; they want a challenge. Just one that's not hard enough to run down their ego.
[ten]
She looked at her body in the mirror&hated it.
Nothing was right. Not her eyes, not her hair,
her figure, her legs, her hands.
She didn't see that she was designed
to look exactly the way she did; beautiful.
[eleven]
]People are always trying to comfort me by saying, "You did fine before you met him, so you can live without him." But that's just it; I never really lived until I met him.
[twelve]
She's afraid that after all this waiting,
he'll end up with another girl.
She's afraid of what hasn't happened yet.
And most of all, she's afraid she'll never
find someone who could compare to him.
[thirteen]
You never stop loving someone,
you just learn to live without them.
And when they finally come back to you,
it's like they never left & nothing changed.
[fourteen]
]i love how our personalities match. && how we were friends first. how we can talk about anything, && our late night talks about random things. i love how we can sit in silence comfortably. && how we can be ourselves. i love our silly little arguments. but most of all i love how we are without a doubt perfect for each other.
[fifteen]
]zack : owww, papercut! kiss it mr. moseby?
mr. moseby : you cant even see it.
zack : you cant see a broken heart either, but it still hurts.
the suite life of zack and cody.
[sixteen]
Chances are I'll never get a moment like this again, so here's everything I ever wanted to tell you. No one has ever gotten me like you; I've never found anyone who makes me laugh like you. You're the one person who I can honestly see myself happy with; the definition of love to me is you.
[seventeen]
people say at my age, i don`t really know what love is. well, then maybe there`s another explanation for the way i feel about you. how every second i'm away from you seems like an eternity. how every time i try to think of something else, i can only think of one thing, and that`s you. how every time i see you, i smile more and more, and how i'm so happy i could cry. how every time i talk about you to others i want to tell someone how wonderful you are. how the times i'm most happy are when i`m with you and i miss you the most right after i leave your side. maybe there is another explanation for this uncontrollable feeling inside of me, but right now, i'll hold the thought that i love you inside my heart forever."
[eighteen]
Here's to the kids whose 11:11 wish was wasted on one person who
will never be there for them. Here's to the kids who idea of a good
night is sitting on the hood of a car, watching the stars. Here's to
the kids who never were too good at life but still were wicked cool.
Here's to the kids who care more about the music than the haircuts.
Here's to the kids who have ever had a broken heart from someone who
didn't even know they existed. Here's to the kids who speak their mind.
Here's to the kids who second-guess themselves on everything they do.
Here's to the kids who will never have 100 percent confidence in
anything they do, and to the kids who are okay with that.
[nineteen]
She can't think lately
She's can't control herself
She just wants to shout out
I love you when you walk by
but she doesn't know what
would happen if she did.
[twenty]
I wanna run with reckless emotion
Find out if love's the size of the ocean.
And even if I crash and burn;
At least I'll know what it feels like to feel alive.
[twenty-one]
He`s just a boy who doesn`t know what`s in front of him.
& she's just a girl who never learned how to let go.
[twenty-two]
You know what I think hurts the most? The feeling of
being replaced.
It’s like no matter what you did, it wasn't enough. And no
matter what
you do to try & capture their heart again, it doesn't seem to
work. & you're suddenly left thinking that you'll never be enough & a
sadness takes over your heart never really ending..
[twenty-three]
i wanna be the girl you talk to on the phone.
the one you cry to saying, "i don`t want to be alone."
i wanna know everything about you, inside & out.
i wanna be the girl you can't live without.
[twenty-four]
just because somebody flirts with you, doesn't mean they like
you. just because somebody likes you, doesn't mean they want to go out
with you. just because somebody wants to go out with you, doesn't mean they love you.
just because somebody loves you, doesn't mean they won't hurt you.
because people lie, things change. boyfriends cheat, best friends
ditch. and there are always going to be those people who would kill to see you fall.
[twenty-five]
She's such a pretty little thing.
but when they give her compliments
she just wants them to shut up,
because no matter what
she still isn't good enough for him.
[twenty-six]
you coming back to me is against the odds
and thats what I've got to face
I wish I could just make you turn around
turn around and see me cry
you're the only one
who really knew me at all.
[twenty-seven]
Caida en amor con mi.
Fall in love with me.
[twenty-eight]
You know, I used to spend everyday thinking about you and dreaming about you and every time you walked by I lost myself,
do you know what that feels like? And you couldn't possibly know what
it feels like to have that person not have the same feelings back.
Look, I'm sorry if you miss the way I looked at you, but I don't miss the way you never looked at me.
[twenty-nine]
So just kiss me and let my hair messy itself in your fingers. Let me steady myself in the arms of someone who won't ask me to be what he needs but lets me exist as I am.
[thirty]
I was worried I wouldn't be enough for you. And that's why I lied. That's what scares me. Not being enough. Not smart enough, not pretty enough, not good enough.
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| [modelling] - huge grey hoodie. pertty pj pants :]
[jamming to] - some shit my parents are listening too.
[feeling] - bored. kinda happy.
kay, first off, i have a new layout. what do you think kids? okay, this is my first update in a couple of days, so sorry about that, i will try and make it long. yesterday i went to bed early so i didn't get on, and this is the first time i've been on all day. so sorry about that. well comment kids. <3
[one]
You can run out in the pouring rain,
make-up smeared, bare feet throbbing,
but he still ain't coming back.
[two]
and he said, "we're young but baby,
this isn't puppy love.
a thousand sunsets from now
i'll be right here next to you."
[three]
& when you slammed the front door shut,
a lot of others opened up. so did my eyes,
now I could see that you never were the best for me.
[four]
She's the girl that you love to hate
She's the heartstoppin' doubletake
Everyone knows that she's got it made
Workin' hard to be Miss Popularity.
[five] She was out of control & out on the town
Her mom said "Honey, you'd better be a
good girl". Her teacher said "Girl, you better
turn yourself around." & everyone said
that girls a troublemaker. & all she would
say is, "life's not always beautiful"
[six]
I miss the days you held me, and the days I heard your voice.
I miss the days you were there. Us falling apart wasn't my
choice. I miss the days you kissed me, and the feelings
we used to show. But most of all, I miss the guy that
I thought I used to know.
[seven]
sometimes there is no next time,
no second chances,
sometimes is now or never.
[eight]
The teenage years are the best years of our lives
even though theres tons of drama tears & heartbreaks
theres also friends that you trust and will never
leave your side .. theres the boy who whenever you
see you get butterflies in your stomach .. theres
parties && breaking the rules. now tell me, at
what other point in your life are you going to be
able to have all those things all at once?
[nine]
i`ve learned a lot these past few years
through my fake smiles & unseen tears
that friends sometimes are not forever
& true love does not always last.
The good memories stay with you
but the good moments go by fast.
But someone will always be there,
someone that honestly does care.
[ten]
boy: you dropped something today.
girl: oh really, what?
boy: my jaw <3
[eleven]
when a guy calls you he wants to be with you. when a guy is quiet, he's listening to you. when a guy is not arguing, he realizes he's wrong. when a guy says, "i'm fine, " after a few minutes, he means it. when a guy stares at you, he wishes you would care about him and wonders if you do too. when you're laying your head on a guy's chest, he has the world. when a guy calls you everyday, he is in love. when a guy says he can't live without you, he's with you till you're done. when a guy says, "i miss you," he misses you more than you could have ever missed him or anything else.
[twelve]
sometimes the person you really need is
the one you didn't think you wanted..
[thirteen]
A friend would lend you an umbrella
in the rain, but a true friend would
take yours & scream "RUN, BITCH, RUN!!"
[fourteen]
All I'm asking for is one day together.
[ Just you and me, all alone. ]
And if you can honestly tell me that you don't feel anything
for me after that day, I'll finally let you go. <|3
[fifteen]
[ i DON'T GET iT ; ]
she stares at you all through class.
she's always trying to be around you.
& yet, you're totally blind to all of it.
[sixteen]
&&
once again i'm just the
- s t u p i d l i t t l e g i
r l -
who holds her hopes
up*
just a little too
high.
[seventeen]
i`m
not stupid, i just lack common
sense
i`m not a
poser, i just like all kinds of
clothes
i`m not miss
popularity, i just have a lot of
friends
i don`t
like my boyfriend, i
love him
i don`t
ignore you, i just don`t give a
shit
i`m not mean,
your just
weak
&
i`m not insecure, i just don`t trust
people.
[eighteen]
Do I have to spell it
out for you or scream
it in your face?
Oh, the
chemistry between us could
destroy this place.
Do I have to
spell it out for you or whisper
in your ear?
Oh, just
stop right there, I think that we’ve got
something here.
[nineteen] you`re talking to a girl who has
had her heart broken, cried for
continuous hours, yelled and screamed
for help. a girl who turned her back on the world
..and a girl who did nothing but love someone
who couldn`t love her back.
[twenty] keep your head up gorgeous
because there are people
who would kill to see you fall
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